~*~ LOST AND FOUND
~*~
Akane Wilson emptied the drawers that had held her mother’s clothes for so many years. Serena Wilson had died three weeks earlier, her husband Rick along with her. Their lives snuffed out thoughtlessly by a drunk driver. The air in the bedroom seemed to be choking Akane, it’s soft lavender and roses scent reminding her painfully of her mother. Her eyes misted over painfully, knowing that the smell would fade in time but her grief never would.
“Akane!” A deep
masculine voice called through the house.
Akane stiffened instinctively, putting down her mother’s shirt and
rising slowly. Her step-brother was home.
At 28 years old, ten years her senior Darien had never tried to get
along with Akane. Despite having been a
police officer for almost six years he still lived at home with the family in
their country manor.
It was common
knowledge that although Akane had not been Rick Wilson’s biological daughter he
had adopted her and given her his name. A fact that had not much pleased her
step-brother.
“What, no warm
welcome for your favourite brother?”
Darien asked, leaning against the door jam.
“You’re not my
brother.” Akane answered stiffly.
“Do you want me to
finish this for you?” He asked,
ignoring her snub.
“No thank you.” She replied, turning her back on him.
“Akane, you don’t
have to do this yourself.” Darien
snapped, lowering a hand onto her shoulder.
“Don’t touch me!” She hissed spinning way from him.
“Why are you doing
this? Are you really so angry that father… I mean that father’s will-.”
“Yes! Why should you
get everything? I can’t live in this house anymore- you own it.”
“There’s no reason
why you can’t stay here Akane. This is your home.”
“Not with you here. I’m
surprised you’re even suggesting it. I know how you feel about me, I don’t
think I could stand your dislike 24 hours a day.” Akane trailed off inaudibly.
“Can you blame me for
resenting you? I always came second in father’s affections and you weren’t even
his child. We both know he loved you more than he could ever love me. And yet
now- he leaves me everything? It doesn’t make any sense.”
Akane hesitated. “Guilt.” She mumbled, “They probably felt guilty.”
Darien laughed, only
there was nothing funny about the situation and there was no humour in the
laughter, only a sort of embittered hatred and Akane wondered why he wanted her
to stay.
“Let me go then.” She
whispered. “Let me go if you hate me so much.”
“I’m not holding you
here.” He answered taking a step
towards her.
“Aren’t you?” She asked, unable to move. Some part of her desperately hoping he would
beg her to stay. To let her know he
wanted her with him.
“You can leave
anytime you want.” He assured her,
moving to stand silently in front of her.
“I never wanted to
hurt you, neither did they.”
“Leave then.” He repeated, still unmoving.
“Stop saying that.” She cried desperately.
“Why?”
“Because then I’ll
have to- I’ll have to go.” Her lip trembled.
“Isn’t that what you
wanted?”
“No.” She whispered.
“What do you want?”
“My family.” She answered. “You.”
“I’m not your family.”
“You’re all I have.”
He laughed again, the
same hard, hate filled laughter and Akane shivered. “Then you don’t have much.”
“Stop it.” She begged. “Stop talking like that.”
“How?”
“As though you hated
me.”
“Maybe I do.”
“Stop it! Why are you
trying to hurt me…” She asked, her
voice loaded with pain.
“I don’t have that
power.”
“You do, of course
you do. You always have.” Akane could
feel herself trembling. “I’ll go then, if you want me to, I’ll leave.”
“I don’t want you to.
You’re the one who wanted to leave.”
“No.” She whispered. “No.” She’d wanted him to ask
her to stay with him.
“Then stay.”
“What do you want me
to do?” She cried, desperately.
“Stay.”
“You don’t really
want me to.”
“I do. Stay.”
“Do you hate me?” She asked, afraid of the answer.
“No.”
“Then I’ll stay.”
“Do you hate me?” Darien asked her.
“No.” She answered, wanting to reach out and
comfort him. “Do you love me?” She asked, her voice pleading. “Even a little?”
“Yes.”
“Thank god.” She whispered, moving for the first time
into his arms.
“You’ll stay?” He asked, holding her tightly against him.
“For as long as you
want me.” She promised.
“A lifetime. He replied, his laughter so genuine Akane
couldn’t help but laugh along with him.
“Happy?” He asked. “You got want
you wanted?”
“Oh yeah, and what’s
that?”
“Me.”
THE
END